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I was made for this; I live for this.
God has a reason, reason for my life
I’m gonna shout it out
without a doubt.
I was born for this
Built for purpose.
Every year our parish hosts Vacation Bible School, which we say is “our biggest evangelizing tool” for our children. 245 preschool and elementary aged children participate in a week of music, Bible stories, games and other activities centered around the love of Christ. On top of those 245 kids, we also have 40 adult helpers, 60 high school helpers and 60 middle school helpers.
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I get the privilege to lead those 60 middle school helpers, and this year they evangelized me. When we first began to organize VBS way back in February, I hit a bit of a snag. Each year we have four middle schoolers on stage to lead the music and motions, act out skits and perform experiments and activities on stage. The stage performers I had for the past few years had moved on to high school, and I was faced with the task of selecting new ones. Knowing that those kiddos set the tone for the week, I had to make a wise decision, and I didn’t want to rush it or make it in haste. It was only about a month before the big week when I finally came to a conclusion and picked four incoming 6th graders to be on stage.
I admit I was taking a chance. Since they were incoming middle schoolers, I hadn’t had a chance to get to know them very well, but they came with high recommendations from people I trust. When they started practicing, I knew I had the right kids on stage. And when our adult stage leader came down with a nasty bug midweek, I was proud of the way they took over and led VBS. Can you imagine four 12 year olds leading an audience of 300? I couldn’t believe my eyes.
Actually, I could.
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I have always known middle school is special. Sure, it’s a time when the kids are just learning the miracle of deodorant and experiencing “crisis after crisis.” But it’s also a time when they are building confidence, when they’re open to new friendships and opportunities and when they are starting to make their own decisions but also still seek the advice of trusted adults.
I think each day I told someone about how proud I am of them, how lucky I am to work with them and how much I love them. But on Friday, the last day of Vacation Bible School, they taught ME something. Our fantastic four stage performers were leading music on stage, and the lyrics stuck with me:
And I’ll never have to wonder if somebody cares for me.
I love the Maker, and the Maker loves me.
I had a rough experience earlier in the week that left me feeling discouraged, unappreciated and inadequate. Those words were words I needed to hear. And hearing them come from the mouths of kids who I love and respect meant the world to me. They didn’t even know it. They effortlessly served as God’s instruments, and that’s what they always do. Because that’s what they’re made for: to love God and make others aware of His love.
When I’m feeling down or discouraged, these kiddos are the ones God places in front of me to remind me Hey, I’m still here even when you’re feeling down. I’m still here when feeling discouraged or when you’re feeling alone or sad. I have a plan for you. I made YOU for a purpose.
Last night I had someone I love and respect tell me I have never seen anyone love middle schoolers the way that you do.
I’ve been thinking about that. I do love these kids, even when they all gather right in front of me with a barrage of questions when all I want is 3 minutes of alone time. I love them when they’re fighting over who gets the last bag of popcorn. I love them when they’re asking me the same question that I said no to 15 minutes earlier in hope of a different answer. I love them when they love me without even knowing it. It is in those moments that i realize the Maker’s purpose for me isn’t so different from the purpose He has for them:
to love God and make others aware of His love.
I’m grateful for these kids, and I want to remind them of what they remind me:
And I’ll never have to wonder if somebody cares for me.
I love the Maker, and the Maker loves me.
I was born for this…Built for a purpose.